Trying to order all things

What I should do at work? I should work, it's simple!

But in a few month I left my workplace and go for study at German I just can't stop thinking about it!

I should learning new words, I should train... If I don't it - all will bad.. 

I try to succeed my edX course, I try to read a story in English, to read a book about my specialization, new English books... 

There is something of mess in my head..

It's poor post, I'm so sorry.